Myth

Am I fighting a lone war ? are we ultimately alone ?

Is there such things as love ? or is it the longest lasting myth ?

Confession

I am a jerk. I am a mask. I am afraid.

I dont dare to let people come near my inner self.

Whats inside me ? I dont even dare to type it out even if this is my private blog.

I am sorry, guess am just not as good of a person,
I am sorry, guess I should not have cause pain to others by being around.

Will I ever get salvation ?

Ego

Ego, inflated sense of self. Think with your ego, and you shall lose your war.

Thought of the day 23/6/13

I think sometimes I think too much with my brain that I forgot how to feel.
Maybe that is an ego defense mechanism set up by myself due to past experience

I have done it so much, that Maybe I dont know how to feel anymore
Maybe that is the reason why some times people might not feel the genuinety in me, despite me really being me.